Tuesday — Meeting with OAS for approval of IAHPC membership application. Trip to DC.
Jawdroppingly beautiful sunrise this morning after a very rough night with little sleep. Impossible to photograph the layers of light behind the bare black branches, but it was riveting, and I’m glad I moved the bed to face east to catch it as I pray the office with my cup of tea. And the Communion Antiphon was Psalm 9:2-3 “I will recount all your wonders,/I will rejoice in you and be glad,/and sing psalms to your name O Most High.” O most definitely, as I would be entirely lost without you.
The first reading was from Sirach, as it has been for the past week — warning us that “when you come to serve the Lord, /stand in justice and fear,/prepare yourself for trials./Be sincere of heart and steadfast.” That is my intent as I do this service work, both for Ruth and for the wider world. I was tormented last night with the euthanasia debate and kept telling myself to put my worries in God’s hands, as I cannot solve it myself.
The Sirach reading continues “incline your ear and receive the world of understanding…Wait on God with patience, cling to him, forsake him not;/thus you will be wise in all your ways.” My main concern is that, if our advocacy position is to force people to defer physician assisted dying and euthanasia until palliative care is mainstreamed and all the providers trained, etc., then we are effectively forcing them to suffer without proper care. That seems to be a deeply unethical advocacy position. I realise it is the responsibility of the healthcare institutions and the state (not ours) to develop the policies and train the providers, but what if they don’t?
It is our responsibility to lobby and advocate as skilfully and persistently as possible for palliative care, but what if our advocacy falls on deaf ears? Can we in all good conscience oppose calls for medically assisted dying and euthanasia, thereby forcing people to suffer, essentially in abandonment and neglect? And as Sophia pointed out in our conversation yesterday, the Belgian position has palliative care covered, and still includes euthanasia. Perhaps we need to join forces with the euthanasia lobby but make our support conditional on the fact that they also lobby for PC? Interesting that Age Platform Europe does not have a position on euthanasia since its members have multiple positions.
At breakfast Ruth was telling some story and said “I can’t believe I was once able-bodied” and then started to cry. I said, well, now you are able-souled. We got over that moment, but it will be good if we can talk more about it bit by bit. Euthanasia is such a fruit of modernity. Watching “Call the Midwife” and Sister Monica Jones used the phrase “ostentatious silence.” We both loved it. It is perfectly rational that moderns want euthanasia as a right, in a world without God. Euthanasia and physician assisted dying are the fruits of modernity. I don’t want to be against anything: I just want to be for it: for palliative care, for connection, for solidarity.
Today we celebrate the feast day of Peter Damien, who I did not know about until I looked him up — 11th Century Benedictine, who wrote a piece on “The perfection of Monks” calling them to be “smeared with pitch” both inside and out, like the Ark. The pitch is the inner lining of love, and the outer lining — how we act to others. Inwardly united to God in love. If only one side is smeared with pitch “they cannot be saved from shipwreck in the deluge”, since they don’t have the double lining for protection.It’s a call for unity in love, basically. It seems he had a very adventurous and political life, riddled with disunity and faction. Poor man.